Anhedonia

Tried querying what could have controlled the 'off' switch
In a half-hearted attempt to care
In theory I'm not really supposed to brush-off this
But I can't start to attempt to care

I regret to confess that I feel nothing more than indifference
People come and people go
I would never request that I feel so boringly listless
What's said and done was real, you know

But now all that exists is nothing
There's no need to resist with nothing
Desire - part of history, nothing
There's no need to insist on nothing

There's a part of me cares that I'm feeling so utterly careless
But I don't want to know
There's a part of me scared by my apparent lack of awareness
But what else could I show?

Now all that exists is nothing
There's no need to resist with nothing
Desire - part of history, nothing
There's no need to insist on nothing

I regret to confess that I feel nothing more than indifference
People come and people go
I would never request that I feel so boringly listless
What's said and done was real, you know

Now all that exists is nothing
There's no need to resist with nothing
Desire - part of history, nothing
There's no need to insist on nothing